can't believe i have one of these...lost at poker and theres nothing to do so here i am. anyways, i found out from my sister i'll probably only have one more year of college. she said my dad told her if i don't raise my grades i hafta pay my tuition or he'll take me out...neither of which i have the ability to do. i've never studied before...in my life! guess its time to sign up to be a fireman  and in the mean time turn to illegal means of making money. i'm goina steal cars and take them across the border to sell, or me and don will go to plan "a" and kill a millionare. ne rich ugly girls looking for a young vulnerable mate? not just rich but super rich. its goina be at least 5-7 yrs before brian, hansen, or ben get reach enuff to hire me as a butler so i'm down to marry for that time. can't believe i made a xanga...losing at poker sucks...

          neways, not doin nething for the rest of the summer except tutoring second graders so send me books if u got ne good ones, preferrably east coast 1950's-60's setting or "power of one". i don't really kno how to underline on xanga. oh, and i hafta read something while i'm at camp trying to get 3rd graders to nap during their rest time.

     as worried as i shud be i was calmed a lot by the words of someone that knos me very well.

THETREVOR152: i'm pretty screwed, i've never even studied before...ever
ninjaturtl3b01: true
ninjaturtl3b01: eh, it will work out somehow

my life has always been really easy and no matter how poorly i do or little i try life always works out. how did i even get into sdsu in the first place...i'm sorry i haven't put any profound thoughts on this xanga, thats wut i always like to see...neways, this cud very easily be my only entry ever cuz i don't kno how to redo this.           i watched rounders today so i'll just write this "you can't lose wut u don't put on the table...but u can't win it either..."   i have no idea how this could apply to my xanga but i like the quote